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blogging!!

2010-08-12T09:06:00.000-07:00

today i felt like suddenly want to write blog

hahaha

too many things that i need to write about

cause long time i didn't update my blog

that's mean after SPM

i didn't blog anymore

now i'm in KAMPAR

what a boring city

no entertainment at all

damn bored

whatever la..

i knew many many friends since i studied in UTAR

quite happy to know them

and there is many things happened when i was in here

i lazy to mention it out

HAIZ!!

i know a guy from fb

his name called EDWIN

he 21yrs old

study in KTAR

the first time i meet him is on his birtday

we have dinner at BB LITTLE KITCHEN

celebrate his birthday too

at last munyee come along to join both of us

after that we go sing k

i didnt sing at that time

love it!!

second..

this few days

my classmate,A

start to treat me very good

and always msg me this few day

i dont know what his purposes

third..

i just finish my maths exam

i gonna start to do my assignment as well

happy chinese new year!!

2010-02-21T04:24:00.000-08:00

hey guys..

how r u??

long time din update blog dy..

maybe is too busy or too free..

haha i dunoe la..

now i become more brave dy..

going out with guy..

this year of cny quite boring..

every day also play poker..

boring...

on chor 3...

i went to genting again..

now genting din meant anythgs to me again..

everytime i go there..

also felt very bored..

always play in da same place..

1 day i should try out they club..

casino i dy tired..

now gt 2 fella chasing me..

this 2 fella quite fan de..

oh ya..

i din go back home for last 3 weeks..

i stay in my grandma house..

but quite syok..

no need to face my parent n brothers..

haha..

how bad i'm i..

i haven gt my lisence..

wtf!!

genting i come again!!!

2010-01-03T23:31:00.000-08:00

31/12/2009-1/1/2010

me at genting..

pin ask me dun go..

celebrate with him at ipoh..

i reject him..he quite dissapointed..

now i started to avoid him..

i said i went to genting for 3 days..

saturday only come back..

i go genting find work..

i wanna work as..

just like help ppl to register for hotel room wan,,

sitting infront of the counter..

i like there uniform..

very casual..

unfortunely..

interview for those kinds of work held on saturday n sunday only..

me went there on thrusday n friday..

swt..

the most happier the most i sad..

2010-01-03T22:48:00.000-08:00

29/12/09....
today pin off..so she come and take me for work from my house..and having breakfast at old town with him..and late to work..i found tat my punch card was dissapear..so i ask everyone got see my punch card mou..everyone said no..den ok..i saw eugunie coming back so i mai ask her..she said she it..den ok..the whole day i din record my working time..me rest at 3pm..pin wait me at outside..kar yee said wanna ask him take her back home.she left her phone at home..pin was late to take us..he went for his hair cut..look tidy after cutting his hair..inside his car got his friends..they are going to jj to watch movie..pin send them go 1st..he took me for lunch at 1st station cafe..den he send me back work..he will return again after taking his mum home..he ffk his frens..n stay here with me..den he find eugunie..eugunie told hom about my bad thgs..said tat i lazy..not doing anythg..becouse of tis i started to ignore her..fuck her..i also she talk bad about me..untill pin tell me..me felt ashem..later i really made a big mistake..i had broke 3 glasses..i really scare tat time..i clean up da place with my bare hand..luckly din hurt..tat time i was very fish..after finish all..i went inside da toilet to clam down myself..and started to msg pin..and told him wat happened..that time he was in nite market with his fren..n i cry inside da toilet..cos too scare jor..kar yee ask me dun cry..she said this was accident..not thgs geh la..last time kevin also broke a glass he also not thg..so i mai said la..tat i will find back these 3 glasses..eugunie said no need..she ask me to come out for a while..den she ask me to sign a cheque..she also said tat i'm not suitable to work here..she fire me..tat time i dunoe wanna mang le??sad le??or happy le??mang becouse of she is too rude to treat me like tat n me is just work only 2 weeks only..wat also dun..n break 3 glasses..wtf..i started to boycot her..sad because kena fire jor ish..happy cos i no need to work jor..before tat i got think before tat i wanna quit geh..still thinking how to said to tat idiot ppl n my parents oly..every1 also noe tat i dun1 to work here..cos unhappy..hahaha..now me no need to fan anymore..tat nite i cry non stop..pin n sohai mun keep calling me..i really din have mood to ans they call..i just told my mum tat i kena buang to new shop there work..so i need to wait their call..i din told the truth to my mum..sorry mum..i need to said tat..james told me tat dun be sad n worry..he will arrange me to the new shop there work with him..cos he was da boss at there..he ask me to wait his call..thanks a lot for helping me..i will never forget ur good.. may god bless u..

my working period..

2010-01-03T22:07:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY...

i still remember da 1st time i work..and the feeling strange when my first step reach on the of new world..reallly..quite shame n scare too..my boss call eugunie..she was a women which will be single forever till die..not me sui is relity..then i had gave a new tee to change..n a scaf too..is was a kind of uniform la..after changing me raally look like aunty..lol..who wanna care..no1..there was a waiter his name call joe..just 16yrs only..me older than him..all da thgs tat i need to laernt is he teach me wan..all kind of thg la..later..ppl who work inside da kitchen almost one by one came out n see who da new fella work here..i tought why they so strange to see me working here..then only i realize that there was no girl work as waiter at here before..haha..no wonder la..i started to felt scare cos all their eye begin to spot on me..every second n every minutes too..wtf!!on my mind la..n i try to avoid them when i saw them..haha..stupid rite??den 2 hours break me go old town to have a rest..so lonely..how good if there someone accompany me..i lazy to go home..need to walk almost half an hour..tired too..till the nite i finally can go home..have a good sleep..

Second day...

going work as usual..walking from home..my feeling quite ok jor..after breakfast..there was a guy from the kitchen wan..called sohai mun..he ask me y me so scare till run away when saw them coming near..so i ans..no la..normal la..accually i myself also dont know how to ans..keep err err...he ask for my phone num too..den i wondering weather wanna give or not..den ok..finally i gave jor..when reach home..me quite regret also la..i saw his msg..omg!!!in mandrin..how i gonna reply..read also dunoe how to read..den i told him tat i dont know wat those meaning..in eng la..den he reply me back tat he dunoe english..tat time i really mang..ish..den ok..he said he like me wor..really swt lo..den i pretend dont noe anythg..just keeping change topic n even never reply him..after tat i fall asleep..

TRIHD DAY...

yesterday night he had propose to me..n tis morning i dont know how to face him..i really felt geli yesterday nite..geli till wanna vomit..wat gonna to do..excrept??avoid??how??no choice la..still need to face him cos same place working mah..no idea..fine..after fi nish resti ng for 2 hours time..i return to tat shop again..there was no customer..so i mai have a sit n find thgs to do..i learn how to lipat tissue..den ok..me sambil lipat tissue sambil play msn in phone mah..den let another kitchen boy saw me playing phone..damn lo..his name called khai pin..every1 call him ah pin..den he come near me..i tought he wanna scold me or wat la..u all noe wat he said??he ask da same question as wat tat sohai mun ask..y u so scare me???fuck fuck fuck..i ans him da same thg..den he ask me how to on msn in da phone..so i mai teach him..later he ask me to enter my phone num also into his phone wor..another wan..he said i din enter he will tell my boss wat i do wor..so no choice again..kene force pulak..a few second he msg me..ask me to becareful while playing phone..dun let others see..i was quite surprised tat he know eng..haha..but not so pro la..still und was he was trying to said..at nite when i reach home..saw many msg..is form this two fella..i reply pin's msg more than sohai mun..

BEGINING DAYS..

i felt like now onwards geh journey to my working place quite short jor..maybe my mind suck with many silly thg..so i need to solve it out..i felt quite happy la..got 2 fella like me..hahaha..in a sudden..now every morning when begin our breakfast..ah pin sit beside me..even having dinner tat time..i was wondering if one day ah pin and tat sohai mun fight becouse of me den how??hahaha..den cas said..who win mai follow who go la..haha..but they also not my cup of tea..how to follow ar..sometime pin took plate for me..den tat sohai mun take drink for me..hahaha..how guid if contiune like tat..hahaha..day passes very fast.tis week i din off..cos still new mah..so another week only can off..me off on wed..joe n pin off on tues..so tat day i quite busy la..den tat sohai mun off on mon..he said jor tat he will come back to see me when he off tat day..he really do so..den i pretent i dont know him wan..

TUESDAY...

today is pin off day..he also come back too to see me..he sit here till we finish our breakfast..i din ask him y he come back for..i can guess so..we rest time i ask him to take me go out eat..den he said ok..i wait him at maybank..den he take me to yik foong there eat..i eat colesaw..he eat fruit salad..only me n him only..haha..just friend la..quite happy la..nothg special thg happen la..den he drove me go back..went reach jor..let tat sohai mun see dou jor..he jeolus wor..he start do din choi me..haha..den i mai ok lo..haha tomolo is my off day..so no need to face themm..they all got ask me to go out den i said i dun1..

WEDNESDAY..

my off day..my boss,james, asking me go out with him..he treat me eat..at a cafe at batu gajah..i felt scare y he is calling out with him..den ok..i finally go out with him..tat cafe was off on tat day..den fine went back to ipoh..go to friendster cafe having lunch..i told pin wat happen..he felt very worry n jeolus..cos i go out with boss no he..

CHIRSTMAS EVE....

today work need to wear santa hat..so ugly..today there was a new waiter come..her name call kar yee..we rest togehter..in kfc..den ah pin come n fetch us in kfc to his house..den have fun in his house..he said me n him mai enough lo..y got da third ppl here geh..quite sad la..cant celebrate christmas eve with u all ppl..need to work till 12am..

CHRISTMAS..HO HO..

there was santa here..a fake santa..hahha..but look real..me gonna work till 11pm only den later 1 hour need to attend a party tat organise by inn cafe for staff only..so need to go back late..we had also paid money for present exchange..there was many thg to eat..i din eat much..at 1st sohai mun sit beside me..later pin sit beside me.. i got a lamp for my present n pin got a mirror..hahaha..den he gave it to me..haha..he treat me quite good..

SUNDAY...

my family went to lumut..so i ask pin to take me go work..cos i was late on tat day..i went for a hair cut..den i wait him at pikacu there..

rejected by me...

2009-12-20T09:11:00.000-08:00

lol..

neh tat jiun lo..

ask me to update blog..

so now i mai update lo..

ish la..

ppl busy still call ppl update..

ok..

hahaha..

cas gonna flight to nite..

so to cas..

so gonna noe to take care urself lo..

just go there 1 week only..

n will back very soon..

hahaha..

tat time u sure miss japan..

lol..

nvr mind la..

ya..

i going to work now at inn cafe..

at there..

there were 2 guy chasing me..

i of them had propose to me..

i reject him..

i said i had bf..

althought i,m single now..

hahaha..

this two guys is not my cup if tea..

haha..

30th of dec..

celebrate my b'day..

gonna have a party at inn cafe..

u noe y??

cos i wanna lc those 2 guy..

tat i was high class n not suitable 4 them..

hahaha

so sui rite..

nvr mind..

n let them noe that wat kind of friends tat i made..

hahaha

is fun too..

so..

buddies tat i invite..

must wear nice nice lo..

haha

i miss him..

2009-12-12T06:31:00.000-08:00

today i din go syuen hotel..

i scare to see him..

but i really wanna find him..

at earler i noe tat abt tat roadshow jor..

i mai wait for inter excel ppl to call to inform me..

they really call jor..

when i pick up da phone is a girl..

den i told tat gur i'm mayb going..

quite sad..

den i wanna draw his attention..

so i msg him..

n said..

i wont attend that roadshow..

he din reply me..

i tot he will incharge of tis thgs..

no i'm wrong...

i realise i still cant forget him..

y earler i wanna attend those roadshow..

if not i no need to noe him..

i really wanna dun1 think abt him jor..

really dun1..

i really find another him to replace..

let me out from this..

haiz..

accually today i wanna go de..

den i need to interview ..

so din have mood to go jor..

but tat good too..

no need to fan after tat..

spm finish..

2009-12-06T23:44:00.000-08:00

yeah..

i finally finish my spm on tis day..

ea was the last paper..

n today is our 1st class 5v4 finish spm..

now felt like very relaxing..

need to thick over wat kinda course am i going to take..

luckly i din zhong ns..

if not all my plan lose..

hahaha..

felt pity tat my friends kena ns..

haha..nvr mind..

i will wait u all come out din play together again..

i noe we had plan many kinda of plan..

on sat n sun also at genting..

sat nite..

me 1st time enter casino..

damn scare..

but finally gv me enter..

haha..

so proud..

me din study at all in genting..

so din have prepare anythg 4 ea..

but today quite easy la..

i can ans it..

now really finish spm jor..

everyone is living to another place..

me too..

i will mist u all..

dream abt u all..

recall back all those memories tat we all had created..

really miss u all..

miss sculing day..

tat we play together..

haha..

really miss it..

sakai apologize to all my friend..

sorry..

aleluya

2009-11-29T07:07:00.000-08:00

haha..

now me at cameron de lo..

tomolo only come back..

maybe can relax at here lo..

but i got bring book too la..

do some revision de..

but do jor a while..

felt quite lazy jor..

haiz..

lol..

how to concentrate ne..

i din felt cold here..

genting more cold..

maybe i guan jor..

when at genting..

so din felt cold at here..

haha..

so weird rite..

haha..

tis trip is org by elim gospel hall..

tat mean aleluya wan la..

we ate steamboot 4 dinner..

very song..

den supper is bbq..

swt rite??

haha..

lol..

quite boring la..

when hear bible..

just like gb camp 08..

den gt sing aleluya song..

i nid become aleluya 4 tis 2 days..

lol..

haiz..

message for friends..

2009-11-23T19:41:00.000-08:00

very very soon,

i mean real soon,

all of us which are conneted with each other right now,

at this moment,

will no longer be conneted..

we'll be in brand new place,

livin a brand new life,

associate with brand new friends

and perhaps it's a better life..

but eventualy,

one fine day,

you will look out your window..

and recalling all the sweet,sad,bitter..

tough memories you and ur friends..

been through and u'll smile with tears in your eyes..

ang wishing how badly i coulg ever go back..

even a single minute..

this speacial is to all my friends

who help to create such a nice piece of memory..

thank you..

do appreciate it..

spm..

2009-11-11T23:33:00.000-08:00

eh..

spm really coming de la..

damn scare de lo..

hahahaha..

haven prepare any thg le..

espcially sejarah..

the most subject that i hate..

3 more days that we can go scul together..

study together..

play together..

jokes together..

then we gonna leave scul as soon as possible..

me sure miss sculing time..

gonna ready for spm..

quite busy..

en..i noe sumthgs..

2009-11-08T04:23:00.000-08:00

dunoe wat gonna to write..

today i watch guess guess guess..

i saw i guy like v..

his sytle..

made me remember him back..

lol..

remember back wat were happening..

for the begining..

untill the end..

tears come out..

cant control it..

although we not close as last time..

can chit chat..

now everythings is gone..

day by day pass by..

sorrow is gonna said goodbye..

everything that i meet..

was change..

not like last time..

now i only can c ur shadow..

and the shadow will slowly slowly disappear..

from me..

all the memories become history..

between me n u..

haiz..

unmistaken..

2009-11-05T00:15:00.000-08:00

today quite boring at scul..

my neighbour din come 2 scul..

did u all noe y??

cos got moral lo..

aiyo..

ppl dun like moral is like this geh la..

cant do any thgs..

hahaha..

me,jiun,hl

go scul only..

jiun neighbour ffk her..

wky ffk hl..
all also din come 2 scul..

u all play ffk very song geh meh??

hah??

fine..

hl give moral teacher scold..

bcoz..

she ask hl to parker up..

hl mai do so..

then da teacher said

"at early i saw u open ur parker..

den i keep quite..

den u put ur both hand inside ur pinafor..

garu here garu there..

dunoe wat r u doing.."

after da moral teacher said that everyone in da hall laugh..

hahaha..

including me la..

accually hl din garu..

just felt cold so mai put her hand inside de..

da teacher mis und jor..

when da moral ceramah end..

we went back to class..

hl started to scold us..

she said

"very funny meh!!dunoe u all laugh wat!!hahaha!!"

SWT!!

de last time going out with friends before spm..

2009-11-03T21:18:00.000-08:00

out with friends that feeling is really fun..

hahaha..

all kinds of feeling is coming out..

me,cas,jiun,irene..

went out togerther for the 1st time..

so gang..

but damn song..

we can go out togather before spm..

i cant believe it that we can do so..

now we still young..

then got so many plan..

go here go there..

when we grow up that time..

sure many plan gonna to chase..

haha..

that our future life..

i cant imagine it..

long time din on9...

thtat means long time din update blog lo..

yesterday din go scul..

i had eyes sore..

very pain..

den fever..

at nite went to doctor..

so today also din go scul..

now quite ok..

no more fever..

#broken english#

hahaha..

some things not good had been post..

2009-10-28T00:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday and today many ppl din come to come..

11 ppl like that la..

my neighbour din come to scul this week..

just come on monday..

she help her dog give bitrh..

haha..

all my friends ask me where my neighbour go..

i mai tell them y..

then they said..

"dun bluff me la!!"

fine..

this two day i seldom talk to ckw..

i dunoe y..

today we din recess together..

me join lyy with cys they all..

and she with hky n fsy..

me din talk to her at all..

maybe i din have topic..

me is very confusing..

i cant be so selfish..

becouse i cant accept a little wrong thgs..

that wat they doings..

ckw sorry..

this two days i din talk to u..

i will try my best to talk to u again..

i dun want lost my best friend..

fine..

tomolo after recess got ceramah about moral..

before recess oso gt 1 period for moral..

omg!!

the whole day also moral..

just like we din have moral at all..

ish!!

fine..

2009-10-26T01:12:00.000-07:00

how are u??

this few days me quite busy de

yesterday evening going for add maths tt

4 hours lesson

gonna do sarawak trial add maths paper

brain wanna burst

quite boring

fyy ponteng tt

his friend sm fetch him to jj

cas quite dissapointed

cos didn't follow them

swt!!

today at school ponteng add maths class

sleep da whole day in school

almost 3 period

haha

i created a new facebook

i added HIM

HIM accept me jor

when i enter to see who was HIS friends

i saw my friends inside the list

quite many

just surprising

haha

all of us can make friends

fine

me now suffuring from common flu

ish

don't know who jangkit to me

READ YOURSELF>>>

2009-10-23T04:31:00.000-07:00

i'm back de lo..

long time din update blog jor..

almost got 3days..

sure me got many things to write de..

this few days happened many things..

especially our gang..

really fan la..

me gonna be middle ppl de..

haering my friends complaining..

me is really ok de..

honestly..

me quite tired..

but nevermind de..

who call u all were my mu best friends de..

haha..

wat u told me i wont told to another her..

n wat another her told me i wont told u..

but i will told u and another her..

about what i think i should tell..

hope u all.undstand..

i don't want made you two having any gap..

OMG!!

friends come on..

should u all dont care what were happening now..

just anggap not things happened..

PLEASE!!

i don't want losing our gang before spm..

even after SPM..

every days..

every seconds..

every minutes..

every springs..

REALLY DON'T WANT..

just get back like last time..

got 25 days to go..

real exam is coming..

just give everyone some time..

to play really hard in their study..

then having flying colours on thei result...

GAMBAHTEH!!!!

Jusco got ''ghost" be careful..

2009-10-18T06:13:00.000-07:00

now at own home jor..

my aunt send me back de..

tomolo still din have scul..

still holiday..

i hate going home..

quite bored..

din have fun..

tis morning i call everyone..

to find out where is INDEX..

SWT!!

everyone that i call din answer my phone..

waste my credit..

ISH LA..

stupid la..

finally rachel answer my phone..

she told me where was it..

my grandma bought a dress n a belt for me..

not more than rm70..

the dress quite cheap n formal..

i like it..

da dress is for my grandpa 70yrs old birthday party..

this saterday..

all my relative will coming back..

yesterday night i msg him..

msg untill 3am..

he lcly me de..

mai ok..

i will prove to him de..

wait n see..

sei zai bao..

lc me la..

go a head..

wtf!!

me ponteng tt today..

go jj with aunty..

i meet ''ghost''

our scul wan..

LIEW HUI NEE..

haha..

she wear cloth also sei guo yan..

look like 40 somthg..

dun tell o u gals..

haha..

she won't know my blog de..

friday..

saturday..

today..

me din touch any book..

me really lazy..

swt..

bb..

problem problem problem!!

2009-10-17T06:09:00.000-07:00

hey everyone..

me din go genting..

me gonna ffk my friends..

my family go there..

i din follow them..

now stay at my grandma house..

today was da second day de..

quite fun de..

yesterday nite me saw many fire crarkers..

very nice.. colourful too..

cos my grandma house at indian village..

haha..

so mai can celebrate together..

untill 2am sumthg..

hahaha..

geng le..

later wanna go celebrate da 9 wong ye..

gonna go lumut there..

jip shen..

quite fun de..

many things that unbelieveable will happen..

for example..

the god gonna go into ppl soul..

i dunoe how to explain..

fine..

ya..

me undstand ur feeling cas..

really..

i felt that i been cheated by her..

but wat we can do..

can't we thurst anyone..

that truth..

right now..

i really can't believe that wat was happening now..

those things made me mad..

arrrrgggg!!!

whatever they wanna do..

that your problem..

i dun wan to care any more..

if stii countine caring abt them..

me will get into trouble..

really..

i really hope that all be like normal..

i noe it won't happen..

i will try my best..

that all wat i can do...

leave them alone ba..

my last things..

2009-10-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

today din have scul..

so i sleep untill 9pm..

at the afternoon go science class..

quite boring today..

din have any plan..

not things to do..

fine..

sty at home..

online the whole day..

i really wanna forget about him..

REALLY..

becouse i saw some things..

it was..

his WEIRD picture..

so ungly..

felt like wanna vomit de..

hahaha..

me really bad de..

lol..

i'm know what i'm doing de..

but loving for 1 month..

quite tried de..

but is passed so fast..

there have many memories..

sad..

happy..

jeoluas..

love..

cried..

ya..

now starting to forget about him..

n..

find another him..

haha..

every one from our gang is oredi big girl..
know to make her own world..

me too have one..

everyone is really different..

we just can..
hear..

feel..

accompany..

support..

THEM..

YA THAT ALL THAT I CAN TO FOR YOU GALS..

thanks being my friends..

FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!

good luck in SPM....

really SWT!!

2009-10-14T00:16:00.000-07:00

haha..

my blog almost complete de..

very happy..

very nice de..

n colourful too..

jiun write a letter to..

me..

cas..

chanel..

she just write two sentences only..

for me..

i don't think there are any gap between us..

u know i mean who la..

when i read the letter that she gave..

i felt that i had heard before..

the words in the letter..

i don't know la..

but very similar la..

dunoe where i heard it..

aiyo..

nevermind la..

spm time table is already with me..

spm start on..

18 nov 2009..

and end on..

7 dec 2009..

all spm grades had changed..

become more standard..

last time spm gt 2 A..

but now..

there are 3 A..

that means..

A plus..

A..

A -..

and easy to fail our spm..

(touch wood)

i just only said to myself..

and all my friends..

GOOD LUCK!!

BEEN CHEATED!!

2009-10-13T23:46:00.000-07:00

i'm been cheated by da msg..

ISH LA!!!

i jot down vin msg n ask my friends to trans it back..

they said is a virus wor..

SWT lo..

y i so stupid..

believe in vin..

yesterday my neighbour create a new blog for herself...

WHY????!!

becouse she din have blog..

and everyone of us have..

hahahaha..

so she mai create a new one lo..

ckw told me some things..

i was so surprise..

that our sercet..

forget about him..

2009-10-13T01:23:00.000-07:00

my blog skin had changed it cloth..

haha..

my friend..

chanel..

help me to do so..

thankss ya..

i really like it..

haha..

sorry people..

need u all..

click here..

and there..

don't mind lo..

now i'm trying my best ..

to forget about himm..

not to msg him..

even a msg..

or..

a forward msg..

i don't want mention him any more..

very tired de..

now me just concentrate on study..SPM!!

do not want think other things..

spm is really coming..

less than a month only..

damn scare..

so..

ALL DA BEST PEOPLE!!!

2009-10-13T01:08:00.001-07:00

my blog skin had change..

haha..

nice le..

my friend..

chanel..

help me to change it..

i like that skin..

haha..

sorry..

for all reader..

cos..

need to click here..

click there..

only u all can read my blog..

don"t mind..

now start not to mention about him any more..

MEET NEW FRIENDS..

2009-10-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

hey..

me long time din online de..

that mean long time din write blog..

hahaha..

me meet two turtle..

from gerik..

some where at perak state..

1is 16yrs..

and..

another is 18 yrs..

lol..

i still miss V..

we long time din chat..

msg each other also din have..

SAD LA..

we know each other already..

1 month..

just knowing each other..

wahh!!

if couple with him..

for 1 month..

that's how good..

i just can't stop thinking about him..

me view da inter excel web site..

i saw many pretty girl..

sure V will choose them..

not me..

i know me din have any chance..

but never mind..

i can love him in my heart..

without saying out to him..

spm just really round in corner..

all da best my friends!!

GAMBAHTEH!!

DON'T GIVE OUT..

disturbing

2009-10-08T02:21:00.000-07:00

lol..i been cheat by da msg..that was virus..

i had jot down the msg..

then ask my friends to read it out for me..

then they said that was a virus..

really SWT lo..

why i so stupid believe that silly msg..

myself also don't know why..

lol...

i felt that i'm doing some things very silly n stupid..

even waste my presure time..

why i fall in love on him..

myself really no answer..

should i contiune to..

LOVE

FORGET

???..

him

i really don't know how to do..

no one can help me..

i'm very tired..

about this things..

he still don't know that i like him..

i can't told this to him..

some time when we chat..

i really can't control myself..

told him about my feeling..

but i didn't do it..

but i told him before that..

i jealous my friend msg him..

after that..

i also don't what he think..

after telling him like that..

i din ask..

may he know somethings that i don't know..

many things was happened after kwoning this person..

for examples..

arguement between my best friend..

cas annoying him..

because of this..

i talk less about him infront of friend..

i know they all dislike him..

i din mind it at all..

so i mai write this blog to shout out my real feeling..

even thoungh no one can help me..

even myself..

HELLO

2009-10-04T23:54:00.000-07:00

when i open msn today..
i saw..
vinn msg..
vinn send to me at mid nite..
vinn wrote in chinese..
i dun und wat he said..
made me verry confusing..
but felt happy..
haha..
i knew some things from cas..
she said tat kar yan..
heard my mum called her friend..
gossip about me..
i really dislike that..
why i have such mum??
I REALLY DON'T NO WHY???
I'M SO TIRED ABOUT THIS!!
but i still got friends to acompany me..
to walk untill the end of the world..
REALLY..
THANKS MY FRIENDZ!!

happy de>>

2009-10-04T03:57:00.000-07:00

TODAY ME DONATED BLOOD!!!!
DANM SCARRY DE!!
HAHA..
everyone should some sin shi geh..
like me..
haha..
if don't let those old blood come out..
how our body make new blood..
TRUST ME..
NO PAIN WANT..
this is my 1st time to donate blood..
you all must follow me to do so..
family n me went to lumut..
go MAKAN ANGIN de..
VERY VERY SONG AR!!

annoying

2009-10-03T02:22:00.001-07:00

happy moon cake festive everyone..
yesterday me din go grand nite..
now me very sad..
din have any memories..
got somethings had happened..
is me argue with my mum..
so she changed her plan..
she din let me go..
everyone of my friends were antended the patry..
except me..
yesterday nite passes very slow..
i really blame myself..
ISH LAH!!
every second i also think about it..
but it already pass..
really din have any mood to bother abt this things..
every annoying~!!!!

2009-10-03T02:22:00.000-07:00

happy moon cake festive everyone..

yesterday me din go grand nite..

now me very sad..

din have any memories..

sakai..

2009-09-29T00:06:00.000-07:00

Today my neighbour didn't come to school..because her eye is swollen..haha..funny le??2 day more is our school grad nite..me haven buy dress le..me also don't know where got nice dress..

blur????

2009-09-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

Today me at school get 2 letter from my best friends..1 from jl and the other 1 is from lwy..lwy's letter make me cry..got a reason la..lwy ask me to follow her and ask her friend to take me go home..then i mai said ok..and follow her..i had been waiting1 person msg..since saturday untill today..tat person didn't even find me..me is the 1 who always find that person first..not even 1 time that person find me..very sad!!!i will try to wait untill tomorrow..